What is your motivator?
Is it fear of failure? Is it to take care of your loved ones, you will do anything to make sure they are always comfortable in life?
You will go the extra mile to ensure you can provide a comfortable life? When they are unhappy and cry on your shoulder and all you want to do is take off the burden from them?
Do not be a victim of your circumstances, break the cycle, create your own circumstances, make more informed decisions.